My relationship with death and were I stood! 

Me in 2004-2005 the T-shirt says ”Crush Sionism”

I pray to the Gods that they may grant me a long life, at least until old age will start to diminish the qualities that makes me able to be a man. I don’t wish to be one of those people living in a old-folks home, where nurses have to wipe my ass and feed me oatmeal with a spoon. I guess I have a romantic image of dying peacefully at home surrounded by family and friends, but its more likely I will die alone and suddenly like most people do.

Most people try to avoid thinking about death until its to late. I have always thought about it since I was a kid, that was just one part of my weirdness.  But since then this have been reinforced many times. First when political opponents (at least ten of them armed with steelpipes and bottles) tried to beat me to death in 2005. Then after an allergic reaction in 2010 where I stopped breathing long enough to feel my soul descend into darkness (no white lights). Except for these happenings I had many more skirmishes with death. And in 2014 both my mother and my grandfather died that were the people closest to me in my life.

The importance of death and intentions. 

All these events have made me develop an even closer relationship with death, and an awareness that it can strike at any second for a billion of different reasons. This have instilled in me an urgency to express in actions and words what I wish to contribute to this world before I pass on to the great unknown. That’s what this post is mainly about and to maybe instill some of that urgency unto those of my brothers, family and friends that have not considered the greater implications of their own mortality.

It is said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions, but I will still contest that our intentions are important, especially when it comes to motives. If I were to be judged right now based on my previous life from the beginning of my young adult life and forward I wouldn’t be very proud to represent more than half of it, partly because I have been misguided (like most of us) even if this is not an excuse. But one thing I can say proudly is that I have always searched for the truth even when it have taken me into very uncomfortable places both political and personal.

My resistance, burnout and comeback. 

Already in my teenage years I identified some of the main cultural and spiritual diseases of our time in the Western world and I decided to fight them and their culprits. I did this for more than seven years in politics before I got burned out by pressure from the system by my own failings and being deceived by people I called brothers. I took a timeout and started searching once again for meaning and truth which took me to many strange places and finally to the belly of the beast where i once again discovered the same enemy i saw in my teen years and in its opposite, that is my real identity, context and purpose, which brings me to the main point of this article, that is who i am and what i stand for;

My name is Ernst Robert Almgren which is a Germanic name, it means: Ernst = serious, honest. Robert = The bright, honorable, victorious. Almgren is a local Swedish name.  I am a Swedish, Germanic and European man. I worship the old gods and goddesses – the Aseir and the Vanir. I believe in the tribe and traditional families were the natural genders complement each other. I believe in the organic society organized in guilds, with natural hierarchies and casts were everyone in the tribe or community are not the same but where everyone has a place and a worth in opposite to the egalitarian society were everyone is equally worthless.

My main beliefs. 

I believe that my purpose in life is first and mostly to fight for my tribe and my people, to be a reliable and worthy brother in arms and in life. I believe its my duty to be a role-model for my children, to give them security and wisdom for becoming good and honest members of the tribe. I believe its my duty to be a strong, courageous and a dependable man for my woman as its her duty to honor me and be a loving and caring mother for our children. I believe in the nine noble virtues as expressed in both variations by the Asatru folk assembly and the Odinic rite.

My daughter

I also believe that no matter how far me, my peers, family, my tribe or this whole fucking world descend into degeneracy, perversion and nihilism, I will never believe that its to late and I will continue to stand for the higher values that have guided my people for thousands of years before we started to stray from their path into self-loathing, defeatism and hedonism. So to my children, my brothers, my family and friends – I fight for you, our families and the extension of us, not mostly for what are, but for what we were and what we can become!

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Most of them will die!

In the book ”Convergence of catastrophes” by the author Guillame Faye predicts that there will be a bunch of catastrophes emerging in about the same time, the main ones are economic, ecologic and ethnic. I believe that this will force us to create a convergence of solutions. To face the ecologic crises we need to hunt, fish and farm our own lands again. To face the economic meltdown we need to return to basic production and trade again. And to face the demographic catastrophe of mostly the Western world with massive immigration of hostile ethnic groups and religions, we will need to become racially aware and tribal again.

I think this shift In living and thinking will be forced upon us with time, but of course fate will probably favor the prepared as it usually does. But even if no catastrophe emerge in our lifetime it doesn’t matter, we will at least have created a better foundation for our children to face it. But also this way of life is superior to the current accepted ideals (or lack thereof) of life since it’s closer to the evolutionary conditions that made us into humans in the first place.

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Convergence of solutions

We do have many emerging crises that seem to be converging at the same time, but there are no one simple way to fight this, rather we have to build on ourselves and focus on our own communities to create a better foundation for our children to face these issues when they grow up. If shit hits the fan, it won’t have mattered if you belonged to the right side or the left side of the political spectrum, the only thing that will matter is your network of people, your personal skills, your resources (like weapons, fertile land, clean water and so on).

But we don’t live in a post-apocalyptic world, not yet anyway. If you live in Europe, Canada, US, Australia or New Zeeland or in any moderately healthy eastern-European state, there are no excuses for you not to be a stable, self-sufficient, strong, well-prepared and well-founded man. You should be like a renaissance-man – someone who knows many things. You should not be a tin-foil hat person kind of guy that spends his days spreading doom and gloom on social media without creating anything (I have been guilty for this myself). You should be able to fight, to build a house, to hunt, to fire a rifle (and preferably own one), to read a map and win the respect of other men you admire.

The way of men.

If you still don’t know what kind of man you should aspire to be I recommend that you read The way of men by Jack Donovan, I will write a review about this amazing book in the near future. But if you still spend time bitching about what a horrible state the world is in, then you still didn’t get what it takes to prepare for the revolution. And when things really gets so bad that most whiners try to say it already is, they won’t be allowed to complain the way they are now anyway, because internet will be to restricted or it won’t exist at all.

The new man – archeofuturism.

In another book by Guillame Faye ”Archeofuturism” the author argues for a new way of life and organizing society that is a synergy between our must essential archaic values and biological predispositions combined with the best of modern technology and medicine. For myself i try to live according to this by following a paleo diet (the old) but use supplements of vitamin-D and Omega 3 to get enough nutrition because of the deteriorated quality of modern food sources (the new). I try to spend as much time in nature as possible and use organic clothes (the old) while using internet and social media to promote good values, stay connected to brothers who live abroad and make money to support my family and my tribe until the economic system fails totally (the new).

Most of them will die.

The new man that will survive the coming man-made catastrophes are not the flamboyantly dishonourable, feminist, soyalatte-drinking, vegan hipster. The new man will be a tribalist, racially aware, a masculine survivalist, who can be a predator in both the corporate world and in the wild forest. He is a patient wolf ready at any moment to kill or enslave his enemies, to ravage his woman and sacrifice the heads of his detractors to the Gods of old. The SJW would object to this and say ”but we can’t all live like this, most people would die”, and they are right. That is another important distinction between the globalist and the tribalist, the whole of humanity is not our concern, just our part of it, and if you don’t wish to take sides when the time comes, you will perish as well.

Neither the bank or the beggar made you a loser 

The left mostly complains about billionaires and multinational corporations as the main evil in the world, even though it’s the same source that are the main sponsor of their ideas, like George Soros and Coca Cola. The right generally complains about mass immigration, and people who get welfare without working, but still they continue to support the systems that makes this possible. I personally have friends in both camps, even though I try to spend as little time with them as possible, because defeatism is contagious.

Of course the dominantly liberal economic system in your country changes the conditions for what you wish to achieve. If you wish to start a business and you live in a predominantly socialist country like here in Sweden, then of course its going to be harder than if you lived in a predominantly country like the US. And if you wish to survive running a non-profit endeavor the reverse is more true.

However no country in the west is purely a free-market or a total socialist society. You can, and many do, start a successful business in Sweden, and you sure can run a non-profit political organization with at least some help of the state in the US. And no matter how high the taxes are in your country, or how little support there is by the state in your part of the world, you still have more possibilities than previous generations.

My father didn’t have a cellphone or internet. He couldn’t travel across the planet for a ticket that didn’t cost more then a one-month salary, only very rich people could do that. But still he created a very rich and stable childhood for his family and took us on travels across the world before it broke from other reasons.

The generation before mine (I was born in 1981) didn’t have social media, self-publishing book houses, high-resolution movie-cameras that could fit in their pocket. They didn’t have simple pay services like Swisch, they didn’t have Uber or Ryanair. But still that time gave birth to some of the greatest and most inspirational entrepreur’s of our century. Yes we had some financial crises and there are severe conflicts going on in the world. But we don’t have any great depression, we don’t have any cold war and so on. Sure we have terrorism, mass-immigration, a rape-epidemic and so on.

But no matter how bad the mainstream media or alter-media wish to paint things, its really not that bad. Because if it was, we would have another Stalin or Hitler on the rise, and neither the socialist or the right have anything that can compare to these figures today in any part of the world. No. Trump is not like Hitler and Obama is not a communist.

I am sure that all this will come, however I am not sure it will come during my lifetime. But what i do know is that our forebears managed to survive in the face of conditions so extreme its hard for us to imagine them, the further back the more extreme. So if we are not thriving right now its not because we live in such extreme times, but because we got weak and strayed from the path of our ancestors. Its time we get back on track, its time to get strong, to honor the Gods and our ancestors. How we do that is the subject for my next article.

Why Justin Bieber is more badass than you!

Clarification: in a rockclub in Stockholm there is a note at the counter saying ”whenever you tip the waitress a Beiber-fan die” and that sure convinced me. I think Justin Biebers music suck, and his image kind of makes me wanna puke, but then again, I am not a 14 year old girl, and that is clearly his audience, and if he can make money on horny little girls just like Stephanie Meyers with Twilight, who gives a shit.

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However when I see lazy, fat dudes with no ambitions sitting at a bar with crums of pizza on their bellies chuckling out loud with beer coming out of their nose ”Justin Bieber, what a pussy”, my response is ”really tough guy?”. Sure Biebers official persona is more gay and sleezy than Liberace and the Hanson brothers combined. But considering his achievements i wouldnt brag about how much greater I was unless I actually accomplished something.

When Justin grew up with a poor single mother he played hockey, fotball and chess with music on the side. Before he got his breakthrough at only fourteen he learned to play piano, drums, guitarr and trumpet. At 2007 he performed his music in front of an audience at a local competition, his mother filmed it and put it on Youtube, thats where it took of.

So already before he had his breakthrough he had accomplished more on his freetime without money or connections than most grown men have done in a lifetime. Most grown men cant do anything musical or anything else outside of what is required of them.

Most grown men would never dare to even speak in front of a big audience and wouldnt have anything to show if they did. Sure I laughed my ass off when i heard that Justin got in a fistfight with Orlando Bloom (twinks in combat), but most men have never even been in a fight at all.

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Oh yeah, a real man right?

So how do I know all this? Not being a devoted Belieber. The reason was actually an interview with him in a issue of mens health. The article was half a tribute and half a mockery about Justins person, which seems quite fair. But one thing struck me about the interview and made me intrigued. That was the fact that Justin really made an effort to show to the reporters that he is in fact manly.

He train martial arts, got some ink and also worked hard to build muscle and strenght. Ofcourse its nearly impossible for him to save his flamboyant image at this stage, but atleast he is trying. Most ”men” today dont seem to give a fuck. To put it in Jack Donovan terms ”he might be flamboyant, but not dishonourable flamboyant”.

Ofcourse Bieber is not a badass compared to the men I look up too. But compared to 90% of people I see around me and in popular media he is, and that should make us all worry about where masculinity is going!